Trying To Make Sense…

23 May

Today was a day of many questions and doubt.

Entering the church filled with so much sorrow; how was it possible to also feel intense love ?

Wondering when all the insurmountable emotion will transform itself into a cosmic force to bring her back.

Just to be able to look at the sky and say to Whoever is up there, “Okay, enough.  We’ve experienced the horrible, unbearable pain without her. Can we just return to life as it was ?”

Trying to make sense of death – but particularly one that was so untimely.

One that robbed an intelligent, talented, beautiful 23 year old from her bright future.

Amidst the uncertainty, there is the unquestionable generosity of spirit and love she had for others.

DQ, thank you for being part of – and touching – our lives.

Until we meet again and see your magical smiling face.

Musings of Mama Grace © 2011


4 Responses to “Trying To Make Sense…”

  1. Natalie May 23, 2011 at 8:16 pm #

    That is beautiful Grace!! Can’t even remember if I saw you today! Can’t wait to give you a GINORMOUS bear hug.

    • mamagrace71 May 23, 2011 at 8:35 pm #

      We were sitting at the back. Love to you, my dear. Looking foward to your hug 🙂 In the meantime, stay strong xxx

  2. Niwa May 23, 2011 at 10:01 pm #

    Aah Mama Grace…such fitting words. And you’re so right; the amount of love n sorrow was simply overwhelming. I’m just thankful that we have the blessed assurance that we WILL see her again and for eternity.

    • mamagrace71 May 24, 2011 at 9:18 am #

      Dear sweet Niwa, I’m thankful too. Can’t wait to see you soon. In the meantime, all my love xxx

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